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Run.


Jasmine wants




Plead

talk to monster and monster won't eat you.




Victims


upcoming! fun schedule equivalent :)

x Love Matters (Sunday) it's a terrible movie. =(
x The Curious Case of Benjamin Button (TBA)
x Cycling (TBA) --> I miss cycling =(
x Current Affairs Workshop (10,11,12 March)
x Thieves Market OH SO FUN! =D OWL BAG! <333
x 12 Rounds <-- hmm, boring movie? zzzzz *retches at mention of popcorn*
x Visit Objectif <-- LOMO Embassy; lomos are expensive. =(
x ARTFRIEND WAS FUN; haahs, if you consider trying not to fold a piece of turquoise tracing paper and bring it home in one piece fun.
x Knowing (Saturday)
x chalet! (13-16 April) <3333333
x X-MEN ORIGINS: WOLVERINE FOUND :D

Dramas
x Witch Yoo Hee
x ToGetHer (ai jiu zhai yi qi)
x Boys over Flowers
x Grey's Anatomy S5 WAITING S6!!
x House S5 SEASON 6 HURRY OUT!
x Gokugen 1, 2, 3

Movies
x Coraline
x Knowing
x Potter
x X-Men Origins: WOLVERINE

Sewing Machine
x fabrics purchase GOT THEM! =D
x attempts to create: jewellery tools case, purses, passport cover, lappy cozy
x BOOK COVER! COMPLETE!

Photography
x amateur photography --> kinda suck at this huh? (well, ongoing)

OHLIQ
x finish selling those ragged pieces of clothes! (can I give up already? :S)

Jasmine/A Tinge of Aquamarine
x jewellery tuning
x photography
x conceptualise
x photoshop

Cooking
x attempt to arrange/attend cooking lessons once a week with my mother CLOSE to giving up on this. :P

Fleas
x visit the theives' market at sugei road (since I FINALLY found out how to get there :) (wed) <3333333333

Fitness
x once-twice weekly jogging :) hey, relieves stress and increases metabolism! very very good. =) (or others like tennis and cycling)--> these no time. =(
x GOAL: to lose weight to below **kg :D
x dance class
x GOLF! lol.
x kayaking!

CCA stuff
x NYAA Chapter
x SPIN@TRM - NATAS

WISH LIST
x Disderi 3 Lens Camera =) --> Spreeing it! :D
x headphones? Those vintage kind! Plus won't mess my hair! (note* my head is pretty big, pls make necessary allowances. :P) --> anyone want to bring me to Jaben/Stereo?
x Jewellery Case/Box for bringing to Taipei. =)
x Maybe you can get me stuffs for my OIAP. hahas, just please, don't give me a ricecooker. -_-
x New Glasses
x Contact Lens
x Nude Heels and Gladiator Sandals!--> waiting waiting waiting!!
x Casual Blazer!--> bought! but the seller superrr slow. :(
x Robot Necklace & whale earrings!--> think I may forgo these two, whale earrings not so nice, may switch to birdie instead! Robot mahs, idk...
x Polar Bear Wire Wrap!
x Two new bags I kan shang online. Should be getting it. Except dno when she ordering also... O_O
x External Harddisk :x

leave now and monster won't eat you.



Obituaries

Elle.
Friday, February 20, 2009
Consequences are dire

Yes, I'm angry.
How come I'm the one being judged?

The emotional roller coaster I've been through these few days,
it's nothing you can imagine.
You avoided worrying your parents,
I didn't.
Think about that.

I'm just trying to figure out,
how to avoid this mess if again.
What do I do about it.
I lost all the trust my mom built up in me,
like that.
one night.
gone.

So, like, stop judging me like you know me.
Or know what I've gone through.
And even stop being victimised.
Isn't it about time to stop?

Do I look happy to you?
How come you thought it was fun to stop talking?
Do I look like I got it easy?
I wouldn't be this mad if you HAD REALLY slept over in my house that night.
But the point is not admitting your fault, it's that it happened.
And I really wonder how I got myself into this.
how I got my family into this.

Only certain lines are dedicated to certain people.

I don't even know if to publish this. Where would this take us I wonder. What do I do if everything is jeopardised? I can't deal with this now. I want change; yet I don't want change.
I wonder if I am really in a bubble. To Mr K: EFF OFF. I miss my best friend, I want her back.

Do I wish that all these never happened or believe I have grown stronger and matured?